Slow motion...

Yesterday it was. Today I don't know what I was on. I know I just didn't want to be at work. I need a day off. I got what I was done. I just feel like sometimes it's not me who can't do the job. It's that the job requires too much.

Side note: OM, AP, and R are like Chinese old ladies who want free stuff. OM is crazy or like takes everything and then divvies it up to the rest of the office. WTF kind of OM is that?!?

I heard the game at work. Depressing as hell. First few innings were good. Afterwards it went down hill. I have to get a schedule for my desk. Yes. Crazy.

You know the words "whatchamacallit", "doodad", "thing", and "nicknak" are all words that you use to describe something you can't think of. How can AS not understand it? Geez.

My pet peeve of the day from the AP:
My pet peeve of the day from the AS: Trying to get me to work when I'm at lunch. Does she understand English? Does she know what a "thing" is? That's a generic term. If she's not with the program then too bad.
Hours overtime today:

I think I'm dying...

From work! I packed home stuff to work on. How sick am I? I have a problem. I need to go to WA (worker's anonymous). I have absolutely no idea sometimes what I'm doing. I know when I'm at work there's so much pressure. I'm doing the best that I can and if they don't like it then they can fire me. It's either have the I'm quitting letter ready or hope they fire me. I hope it's the latter.

I think I have a kidney stone. It sure as hell feels like it. All last week on Wednesday and then Thursday I was in pain. I was a little on Friday. Shit. If I pass out in the office I'll have DESERVED my day off.

I'm cracking in the office. I am. I can't take any more "teachings". I can't stand that AS can e-mail the office or select few and says she has to take her husband to the doctor's. WTF? If I want half a day off it's like WTF sad clown look. She's now getting paid $75.00 to sit on her royally fat ASS to do nothing. AS is GIVING all the "little" things to AA to do. If anything should happen to AA well, I'll know who's responsible. We're not 4 people. We're only 2 doing 4 people's work. I know I am doing at least 2-3. I need help and I don't get any.

Life sucks and it's my life. The office sucks worse. AS thinks I shouldn't have OT because AA is back. HELLO?! Do you not see how much stuff I have to do? Does she not realize I have more to do now than ever?!?! WTF is wrong with her? Shit. I'm going to do everything I can to get fired. FUCK THIS SHIT!

My pet peeve of the day from the AP:
My pet peeve of the day from the AS: "TEACHING" - I think that says it all.
Hours overtime today: 1.5-2

Lecturing again...

It's been a while since I've last posted, but I couldn't bring myself to post because I was so tired. I worked a ton of over time. Today I didn't even bother writing it in. I know that AS would just be like is this girl trying to make money or what?

Well, today was the season opener and I was listening to the game. I know I got a little bit too excited when the Giants won the game, but I had to yell or do a little scream of happiness. I mean it was a nail bitter, but I wasn't really paying attention and good thing I taped the game.

AS left the office about 15 minutes early only because the boss wasn't there. AS did that yesterday too. I don't know why AS just doesn't mass e-mail the office that AP is out. As also gives me crap about how I do stuff. I mean I'm doing the best I can. I had to help out tenants because the people up front don't know what to do. AS wouldn't have gone up, so I was left out to dry. I did solve them, but I mean some are just beyond me.

AS lectured me about how money has to go in and such for AP to cut checks. Well, if AS HELPED ME I wouldn't have been swamped on Friday. I mean I checked as many as I could and when I was about to there just wasn't time. I mean she can't expect me to do it all. I mean there are problems, but she would be so nit picky about everything.

The saga continues tomorrow...

My pet peeve of the day from the AP:
My pet peeve of the day from the AS: Trying to lecture me BEFORE she leaves early.
Hours overtime today: